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Mineo "date masamune fanboy" Enomoto (
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omi is having a great time good for him
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sengokus
2021-02-25 06:17 pm (UTC)
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[ . . . . . ah.
mineo blinks at that, surprised.]
..... sorry, Omi-san.
I didn't.... mean to intrude.
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housewolf
2021-02-25 06:19 pm (UTC)
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[He looks away from a moment. Collect yourself, Fushimi.]
It was a long time ago.
[That doesn't mean that hurt has completely faded.]
It's not your fault either.
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sengokus
2021-02-26 09:03 pm (UTC)
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[ . . . . ]
It doesn't really matter how long ago it was, right? It'll still sting. For as long as you carry that person with you... and it's easy to want to carry them forever.
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housewolf
2021-02-26 09:04 pm (UTC)
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I'm not letting go of him.
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sengokus
2021-03-01 06:58 pm (UTC)
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[ . . . yeah. he nods.]
Yup.
That's how I feel about the friend I've lost too.
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housewolf
2021-03-01 07:03 pm (UTC)
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[... Oh.]
How long has it been?
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sengokus
2021-03-02 04:06 am (UTC)
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... a couple months.
[and he looks away]
So... it's not really the same, but... I think I'm probably gonna carry his memory with me forever.
That's... what we can do for those people we've lost, right?
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housewolf
2021-03-02 04:12 am (UTC)
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Five years.
We carry them with us and we live on for them. We try to honor their memory.
At least... that's what I'm doing.
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sengokus
2021-03-02 05:27 am (UTC)
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[ . . . . his expression softens]
You don't have to if you don't want to...
But - do you wanna talk about him? Your friend.
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housewolf
2021-03-02 05:30 am (UTC)
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[His own smile goes soft, reminiscent.]
He's my best friend and partner. Nachi is the reason I got into acting in the first place.
[Nachi had a dream, and Omi didn't. If he was going to live, he might as well live for
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sengokus
2021-03-02 06:25 am (UTC)
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[ . . . partner, huh. mineo thinks about that word before nodding.]
Mm. You were gonna get into it together?
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housewolf
2021-03-02 06:29 am (UTC)
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He didn't even tell me before he died.
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sengokus
2021-03-03 02:35 am (UTC)
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.... then are you doing it in his memory?
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housewolf
2021-03-03 02:39 am (UTC)
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Yeah.
I ended up falling in love with the stage after I'd started.
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sengokus
2021-03-03 03:03 am (UTC)
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[ . . . he just offers a little bit of a smile]
.... As a friend - I think.... even if something happened to me, I'd be glad to see someone I cared about pursuing something they loved.
I'm glad for you, Omi-san.
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housewolf
2021-03-03 03:05 am (UTC)
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I hoped... in some way, that getting into theater helps him.
It's at least a little bit selfish. But thank you, Mineo.
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sengokus
2021-03-06 12:07 am (UTC)
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[ . . . there's just a little bit of a huff at that.]
You're welcome. But I'm not saying much besides what I think.
I think it's... okay to want to be selfish. He was your friend too, after all. You should be able to do what you can live with.
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housewolf
2021-03-06 12:30 am (UTC)
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Sometimes that's what it takes.
[Gentle as ever.]
What about your friend?
mira i swear
sengokus
2021-03-09 06:42 am (UTC)
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[a beat]
... what about him?
[mineo's head tilts, a little bit pained by the question]
what did i do?
housewolf
2021-03-09 06:53 am (UTC)
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[He watches, calm and noting the pain.]
I'm here if you need somebody to talk to. Whenever you need it, alright?
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mineo blinks at that, surprised.]
..... sorry, Omi-san.
I didn't.... mean to intrude.
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It was a long time ago.
[That doesn't mean that hurt has completely faded.]
It's not your fault either.
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It doesn't really matter how long ago it was, right? It'll still sting. For as long as you carry that person with you... and it's easy to want to carry them forever.
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Yup.
That's how I feel about the friend I've lost too.
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How long has it been?
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[and he looks away]
So... it's not really the same, but... I think I'm probably gonna carry his memory with me forever.
That's... what we can do for those people we've lost, right?
no subject
We carry them with us and we live on for them. We try to honor their memory.
At least... that's what I'm doing.
no subject
You don't have to if you don't want to...
But - do you wanna talk about him? Your friend.
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He's my best friend and partner. Nachi is the reason I got into acting in the first place.
[Nachi had a dream, and Omi didn't. If he was going to live, he might as well live for something.]
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Mm. You were gonna get into it together?
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I ended up falling in love with the stage after I'd started.
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.... As a friend - I think.... even if something happened to me, I'd be glad to see someone I cared about pursuing something they loved.
I'm glad for you, Omi-san.
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It's at least a little bit selfish. But thank you, Mineo.
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You're welcome. But I'm not saying much besides what I think.
I think it's... okay to want to be selfish. He was your friend too, after all. You should be able to do what you can live with.
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[Gentle as ever.]
What about your friend?
mira i swear
... what about him?
[mineo's head tilts, a little bit pained by the question]
what did i do?
I'm here if you need somebody to talk to. Whenever you need it, alright?